Wednesday, June 25, 2008
well something happened on monday night. had a hell of a time trying to focus on my studies. those who should know already know, those who don't. if i want to tell i'll say when you ask.
anyway had exams these days. stressed out to the max. surviving on inhumane sleeping hours. approx 2 hours a day so far. before going home to nap. tomorrow i'm having my last paper already, at 430pm. which is a relief.
monday's paper wasn't that bad, just irritated because i didn't remember something i obviously should've remembered. that might just cost me my A. B+ shouldn't be a problem.
but today's paper was like.. smoky. LOL. bernard will know what i mean by that. really really bad, i swore i remembered every formula inside the 4 chapters but it was so theory intensive please! lol. like simi MFSK constellation. omg la. goddamnit. !@%^@! looks like i gotta buck up for semestral exam.
wanted to go for frisbee today. but overslept. might've been the better decision. the headache and numbness in my head haunting me the last few days is gone. but my legs still kinda itch from the lack of exercise this week.. maybe i'll look for djamal and gang for street soccer in school on friday.
life's been kinda monotonous these days, study study exam sleep study study exam sleep. might be for the better, given i'm trying very hard not to emo these days. but its been some fugging hard shit not to. time will tell.
went to monica's blog earlier on. havent been to her blog for awhile. saw her earlier on the bus but was very tired so didn't talk to her. slept through the bus trip. came home, showered. then proceeded to sleep from 130pm to 8pm. lol.
took this from monica's blog.
If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
reaction? haha. angry for sure. but it would be impossible to take it out on her. so i'll just end up feeling really sucky.
If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be truely loved. if not being successful in everything i do sounds good also. LOL.
What are your plans for these holidays?
holidays over already la. LOL. going to at least. plan to rot the remaining days away to recover from exam stress. enjoying school life while it lasts.
Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
slightly. but wheres the fun if life if everything is revealed? haha. i'll take it a step at a time.
What's your ideal lover like?
the specifics might vary, but a loving heart is all i need.
Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?
after going through so much, i'd say being loved. but maybe i'll feel differently about that in future
How long do you intend to wait for someone when he/she is late?
if its for a proper reason i don't mind. but since i'm the one who's perpetually late i'm kinda in no position to talk about this. LOL
If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?
i wouldn't have been dumb enough to like someone already attached. if the person i liked just got attached, i'd try to forget. but like monica says,
their loss, move on. haha
Is there anything that made you happy these days?
not much. really. for the time being. maybe aceing my subs would.
How do you see yourself in ten years time?
working in a job i like, loving someone that loves me, family is happy. those few are the most important things
Who are currently most important people to you?
.... friends.
Do you prefer being single or attached?
i'll take monica's answer for this. lol
'when you are attached you long to be single.
when you are single you long to be attached.'
so for now, attached.
Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?
lol. neither la, seriously. but the model answer is married but poor. LOL
What's the first thing you do every morning?
now, its worrying about the paper later.
before, it was thinking about how wonderful the day would be.
or it might've been how busy the day will be. haha
What is the thing you look forward to the most now?
look forward to training every tuesday and wednesday
especially wednesday. but it might not be anymore.
If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
the better one of course. but, i wouldn't have loved 2 people simultaneously in the first place.
If you're angry, what would you do?
like someone used to always tell me, control it.
only if its really bad do i talk to my friend about it.
still, time is the best remedy for anger.
Would you turn back time if you can?
hindsight is always valuable. but sometimes the experiences make it worth it, despite the ending.
If there is a choice which country you would be born in where would you want?
maybe japan? singapore is unique in its own way. but stiil..
okay, last thing. i just did some very stupid thing earlier. lol.
mum put some food for the dog in a bowl, and told me to get the dog's attention to the bowl.
so i went there, took the bowl and tilted it approx 45degrees. then spun it around and said 'wheel of fortune', LOL. after several spins, 1/4 of the food went 'piak' on the floor. and i was laughing like an idiot -_-''
so much for acting like Vanna White(might've gotten the name wrong). LOL.
okay. its time to go study, 430pm paper HERE I COME. RF ENGINEERING YOU'RE GOING DOWN! *mumbles* i think..
ciaos. (:
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