Thursday, July 3, 2008
okay. i'm back to blog again.
once again i kinda lost track of the events that happened, given i'm so damn busy everyday.
oh yea, i kinda remembered that i had a hectic weekend. haha. yes yes.
monday was first day of school, as well as the day of the euro finals. i know its abit late but SPAIN WON LA! haha. though only 1-0. but the sucky part of it was that i woke at 1030am -_- and class was at 9am. so much for 'waking up earlier and reaching at 830 to prove LIMKY wrong.' zzz. nvm. NEXT WEEK. wipe that smug look off her face. rarr. hahaha.
had a kinda dead day on mon. because i was very tired, somehow. and i had to stay in school for 4 extra hours for poly forum meeting, which turned out to be nothing much -_- heng vovi say i can go already, if not i think i'll be staying till 9pm.
wasn't any better on mon night/tue morning, chatted with someone till nearly6am on the phone, since 1plus am somemore. almost 4hours la. walao. lol. but WELL.. got topic is likethat one. talked about alot, which kinda cleared up my mind. and it seems like i cant trust certain people entirely now.
surprisingly though i wasn't extremely late for class, reached at 1015am? bus was kind. and the short day in school helped as well, though not the nearly 5hour wait for training -_-
thankfully i had to accompany cheryl of sorts. which i didnt, in the end, because she was being irritating as usual -p and was in a rush to go home to shower. xingxuan brought clothes to train for climbrun though, and i went jogging with her instead, thankfully giving me something to do.
surprisingly one round around the school, which seemed like hell during biathlon, was kinda like a breeze. maybe the 10hr/day sleep times during holiday helped. because running was hell during today's training after 3hrs of sleep last night -_-
anyway, training today and yesterday was kinda boring, ben says we gotta work on our tactical aspect. well i guess. kinda improved on my forehand, but its inconsistent, NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT. more practice is definitely needed. maybe i'll get a girl from the juniors to accompany me play.. heh. LOL.
been playing monster hunter 2nd G these days, felynes are like so adorable. haha. especially when they are meditating. omg. haha.
read about this blog list thingy on blogger just now. seems kinda cool. but the entire layout now has to be changed. so i kinda hesitated. shall do more research soon.
okay. its 147am now. 8am class tomorrow. like bloody hell. time to sleep. ciaos people.
*extra-gotta-say-out note: some bloody idiot lecturer decided that its very fun to put my napfa test date on 16thjuly. like bloody hell la. as if not busy enough on that day. rarr. asshole.
what is right, and what is wrong?
is finding a new love to mend a broken heart wrong?
is keeping away from going into relationships right?
or, is keeping the love i had in my heart still, and not forgetting them, the right solution.
i've always had this problem, of morals and hearts.
and now, yet again, it haunts me.
damn you morals, but yet, damn you love.
but, i'll never ever go. 'damn you for making me love you'.
I Penned My Thoughts @ 1:22 AM |
