Wednesday, August 20, 2008

issues regarding trust.

okay. i'm seriously fcuked this time.
went for training earlier, fell on my right knee, felt some numbness which went away after awhile.

however..

after someone failed to catch the pass from mondster.. i burned past him towards the endzone.
was about to catch the disc already, then *CRACK*, my knee joint gave way, and i jitao crumpled on the ground. fcuk.

that'll mean another 2,3weeks of no exercise -_-'' SHIT LA COME ON.

U21 competition on 7sept. that barely leaves me with any time to gain fitness. craps.

feeling very sickish too, its hard to get myself started on RF. die la.. i'm not clearing papers quick enough. and my memory seems porous. i cant seem to get anything into my mind. nvm, i gotta keep trying.

finally got my table cleared up, feels so much better studying there. hahaha. maybe i'll get the mood while studying there instead.

i used to think in the past that sometimes friends can really be together for a long long time. but i guess i was kidding myself. eventually we all find people who are more important to us than 'normal' friends. and we really cannot expect anyone to give us their utmost attention when you're not their bf/gf. indeed only now i realise this. silly me. haha. and don't ask me anything about this, i don't even know why i typed this out. so paiseh =x

in anycase, i guess friends who'll last a long long time.. are prolly same sex friends. (:

but well, who knows? weird things have been happening all my life.. maybe i'll have a good friend who lasts a long time.. this only adds to the top of that list anyway.

fireworks festival this friday.. i'll need to know somethings before this friday. lest i miss the perfect opportunity to.

life can only take a change.. if i allow it to. rather than get affected by things that have happened to me before, i guess i need to take one step ahead and leave the past behind, and the rest will take care of itself.

shall go study. GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF. GO GO GO.

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