Sunday, August 3, 2008

short one

sometimes when you get to my stage in life its hard to actively 'want' to make more friends.

is it just me or does this happen to people like me, i wonder.

i sometimes find myself quite detached from my frisbee team people, those year1's. somehow cant quite click with them. rather i find the seniors easier to talk to. maybe its just me.. hmm..

getting kinda lazy to go find out more about new people. might not be a good sign. lol.

went over to doug's blog and saw pics of him and the seniors again, i wonder if its only me or does this happen to most people, but i do get a lil irritated and maybe even jealous slightly when he's so close to them. might just be me, but it aint the first day this is happening. well. don't care is the best i think.

had a talk with xiaoying on msn today, she'll officially be the 'bugger-who-keeps-reminding-you-that-you-need-to-revise-for-exams' that'll bug me to study till the end of exams. sounds bad. hahaha.

looking to save enough for my first oakley glasses. fine i may be a athlete in training but who cares. if i buy someone's bound to call me rich kid or tell me its needless, if i don't buy.. they still call me rich kid for something else, and tell me something else is pointless. so bottom line is prolly to make myself happy will do. they're not the ones spending the money anyway. lol

anyways, its 20more days to the first paper. time to pick up the books and revision papers. its time to act like a nerd. LOL.

this time, i shall not repeat the same mistakes again.

i hope this isn't a big mistake.

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