Wednesday, September 10, 2008
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have you ever felt like fate was working against you? have you ever felt that.. its just impossible? how i wish i could just tell you. because i've fallen again into that trap i climbed out from forcefully 2 years ago..'just a short one.week 2 of FYP, getting used to my routine, I REACHED ON TIME TODAY, WOOHOO. nice feeling (:been learning LabView till now, quite an interesting program, very versatile. gotta step up my progress though.MH-ing with fred during breaks makes FYP go by real fast. hahaha.finally the U21 Competition is over. WE WON! hahahaha. NYPXi rocks.though i realised that i screwed up alot. and if there were just juniors in the team only we'd have been kicked out long ago i guess.. we really have alot to improve on. sigh. i need to get my knee sorted out quick.didn't go training today. going tomorrow. its hard to find that drive somehow. i'm just so tired these days. FYP, poly forum, trainings. theres just so many things i have to do, physically. not to mention things that occupy me mentally.problems have been abound. i'll keep them to myself. those that should know will know. those that shouldn't, don't bother asking.sometimes i think i'm just too much of a dreamer. dreaming of a nice ending, nice future, nice life.. maybe just too much of a dreamer. dreams are good, but with a pinch of reality that is.going to turn in. need to get enough sleep. haven't fully recovered from the competition but hey that aint no excuse, hahaha. ciaos people. will upload photos and stuff soon.*random note* saw my FYP mate at PS when i went there on mon night. she's not that bad looking, quite the above average girl. but when i saw the boyfriend.. geez. he can 'fight' with jason already. at least jason is quite interesting, LOL. some guys just get it all, i wonder how he did it. then again, its not my first time knowing such a thing. for it had already happened to someone i know well enough.
you can't ask me do you look okay. because to me, you look wonderful, and will always be.
for noone can match your smile
for no giggle can sound like yoursfor noone can look as cute as you do, even when you sport numerous hairstyles that change frequently,even when you apply generous amounts of makeup, or even if you do without your glasses.to me, you look perfect. and how i wish you could know. really. because thats all i'm thinking of these days.i wonder if considering me has ever crossed your mind. or things hasn't changed since we first met.
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