Wednesday, November 5, 2008

"loving someone isn't easy. making someone love you, is harder. forgetting that someone you love.. need i even say?"

alright i'm back again after more than break of more than one week(or was it 2?). been too busy/lazy/tired to blog.

short updates again. hahaa.

Camp Diamond Trial camp was @%!@#$% tiring. -_-curse you yiling for coming up with such dumb things to do.i got to know ECP and Changi alot better, alot more better. i even know that different 'zones' have different animals on the signboards to show that they're different, bloody hell.

the good thing was that it ended earlier than expected, could leave by 5plus, heh. went vivo for dinner with my family after that. squeezed with the crowd at food republic.

sunday.. hmm what DID i do on sunday? hmm i think i rested at home that day. thats the problem when you try to blog about stuff that happened a week or more ago -_-

monday, DEEPAPAPALI -p. rushed to teach tuition, before rushing down to Parkview square for frisbee. met lwl and wc but in the end the rain kinda turned off lwl. but at least wc played his first frisbee game there, haha. eventually he left as well, saying he 'buay dong already' lol. we played till 7. and had dinner at bugis. LB drove us there(hurray!lol), so we ate at this noodle shop right next to the entrance to bugis street. me LB TC andy and.. erm.. marcus. yeah. LOL. almost forgot his name. ate this dish which TC termed as 'chapalang noodles', cost 7 bucks but it was really good and worth it. went to AMKhub after that and played pool with TC and marcus before finally heading home.

friday. ah.. yes.. friday. halloween night, LOL. 'eventful' it was.
had duty for NYPSO, no, not asshole, its symphony orchestra. yes. lol. we went there to do ushering, me and 9 other kiddos(except mei la, she's either classified as same age or wild boar) it was quite messy but we managed to do it anyway.

got quite tired and fedup after that. since its sensitive info i shan't elaborate, but lets say that things got really blown out of proportion. haha. i had fun too, jumping from Ateam to Stage Arts halloween 'parties'. the stage arts one was quite good. juniors had some cake courtesy of Ateam as well, LOL.

hmmm, the following sat and sun was spent rotting at home. terrible 2 days, it got really boring after the first day. the first night was spent with the cousins, and we only went out for awhile. the second night was spent with my family, we literally 'went out to have dinner', coming back a mere 2.5hrs or so after we left the house -_-''

monday was much more eventful, other than being late for school that is. went out with jiaqian after school, went to vivo to shop, turns out that vest i saw at GAP was much more expensive than i thought it would be. which was why i ended up not buying anything, but see how, i'll have to monitor the situation. the Zara one looked terribly cheapskate, the Topman one was even worse, looking just as bad as the Zara one and cost 40bucks more. we passed by Tangs, and i could see the word 'chanel' at the cosmetics section but i PURPOSELY didnt go in. *too bad for someone, if she's reading this entry -p* anyhow, we went to town instead, but found that everything was more or less closed(it was already 9) so we went borders to loiter and talk, where my mood got increasingly down as i kinda said every shit thing that was happening in my life. not gonna elaborate.but it was nice to see her again, and chatting like we used to, stop being so busy Lowjiaqian.

yesterday's training was.. boring. turns out my basics are bad, OMG. grr.. i dunno. somehow i can never get better, never improve, its quite frustrating. but since i'm in a jolly good mood and quite motivated now i shan't talk about it. will talk about it another time maybe.

training starting soon, get to leave earlier to 'attend' career talk, muahahaha. finally able to attend the full training session on wed. heh.

hmmm.. there isn't a main topic to rant about today. maybe because i'm rushing off as well.

but lets just say that if i had the time, and if certain people weren't reading this blog, it would be about relationships and stuff anyway.

luck doesn't seem to favour me.

anyhow, 'congrats' to sky for having a new.. 'girl', friend. lol. because i think she, or to a certain extent 'it' doesnt fit into my category of 'girls'.
correct horxx fengting. LOL. iiii neber lieee to people one worxx.
not my kinda thing to badmouth people here on my blog, but certain people deserve to be.. 'applauded and congratulated for their bravery'

time to leave for training, woots. ciaos people.

maybe years later i'll look back at this part of my life, and depending on what happens, i might feel incredibly stupid i did this or i might feel.. glad.