Wednesday, August 20, 2008
issues regarding trust.okay. i'm seriously fcuked this time.went for training earlier, fell on my right knee, felt some numbness which went away after awhile.
however..
after someone failed to catch the pass from mondster.. i burned past him towards the endzone.
was about to catch the disc already, then *CRACK*, my knee joint gave way, and i jitao crumpled on the ground. fcuk.
that'll mean another 2,3weeks of no exercise -_-'' SHIT LA COME ON.
U21 competition on 7sept. that barely leaves me with any time to gain fitness. craps.
feeling very sickish too, its hard to get myself started on RF. die la.. i'm not clearing papers quick enough. and my memory seems porous. i cant seem to get anything into my mind. nvm, i gotta keep trying.
finally got my table cleared up, feels so much better studying there. hahaha. maybe i'll get the mood while studying there instead.
i used to think in the past that sometimes friends can really be together for a long long time. but i guess i was kidding myself. eventually we all find people who are more important to us than 'normal' friends. and we really cannot expect anyone to give us their utmost attention when you're not their bf/gf. indeed only now i realise this. silly me. haha. and don't ask me anything about this, i don't even know why i typed this out. so paiseh =xin anycase, i guess friends who'll last a long long time.. are prolly same sex friends. (:but well, who knows? weird things have been happening all my life.. maybe i'll have a good friend who lasts a long time.. this only adds to the top of that list anyway.fireworks festival this friday.. i'll need to know somethings before this friday. lest i miss the perfect opportunity to.life can only take a change.. if i allow it to. rather than get affected by things that have happened to me before, i guess i need to take one step ahead and leave the past behind, and the rest will take care of itself.shall go study. GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF. GO GO GO.
I Penned My Thoughts @ 12:59 AM |
Sunday, August 17, 2008
do or don't do, don't try.i'm trying to resist the temptation to find out, but i'm worried that i will find out something i won't wanna know at all..
okay. the team list is out, surprisingly quick. kinda disappointed but once again i remind myself that after that fiasco on national day i shouldn't expect too much.. but still. kinda disappointed.
heres the team list from the ultimate blog.
NYP Xi - Novice Division
1) Chris (Captain)
2) Eli
3) Michael
4) Wayne
5) Janice
6) Josephine
7) Liying
8) Xeun
9) Yuan Ling
like i'm actually put under novice division :(
sadded sia..
i mean i should be glad i'm even playing, but somehow, grrr, am i that bad? damn.
i guess i'm actually quite bad, when i can't even list something i have that is better than someone else. maybe only stamina, and even that is quite bad these days, due to that bloody hamstring injury. grrr...
nvm, this shall motivate me to train even more, i hate people underestimating me.
mark my words, I WILL BE BACK.
shall go back to my studying, GO GO GO RF ENGR!
I Penned My Thoughts @ 2:37 AM |
Saturday, August 16, 2008
okay i suspect its all just a really big mistake here..
okay. i think i'm seriously getting anti social. lol.
yea i know its pretty random but i think i'm slowly becoming anti social.
theres no urge to go talk to people now. or get to know them better. SHITZU!
like OMGWTF. lol. what happened to me i wonder.
maybe i feel its better being out of the limelight('like real', lol, or 'eeee bhb.' haha)
maybe i just feeling sian cause i'm NOT in the limelight(ahh that sounds more realistic)
or maybe i just don't have the 'inborn or artificially instilled urge to go flirting with girls'(right thats some bullshit too, ow shilong will be laughing his ass off if he see's this.)
maybe.. a simple simple reason. i'm just too tired with everything thats happening to bother. that sounds good. hahaha.. hopefully i'll find my energy again. been very tired these days despite the rest, prolly due to the 'no aim everyday until exams' period.
maybe thats just serious bullshit. i don't know. i don't know why i'm typing this entry for. lol. because noone would know, other than those few who read. but somehow it might help me feel better. i guess? haha.
i need to start feeling less shitty, can things please start going my way? like.. pretty please?(yea right like real, lol)
ciaos. 6days left to exams.
sidenote: you-know-who claims he already wrapped up RF. HIGHLY UNLIKELY given he started a few days back unless he starts the new trend of bullshitting on his blog to lead people like me into thinking he's a total slacker(as if he really isnt), in anycase, i shall win him again, this time i'll be sure to win him in everything. heh.
I Penned My Thoughts @ 3:12 AM |
Friday, August 15, 2008
can i just read your mind? so that i won't have to spend so much time thinking about you.
it seems like history is set to repeat itself.
same conditions, different people this time.
curse myself for being a fool? maybe.
however there are more pressing matters to worry about now. mainly exams.
hopefully things will clear up by itself.
saw someone today in macs, someone told me something which someone else wouldn't have wanted me to know.
can't believe what i saw. lol.
i can only say... love is indeed blind. sometimes too blind.
I Penned My Thoughts @ 4:04 AM |
Thursday, August 14, 2008
its been 4 days now.. still nothing heard..
alright, turns out i cancelled tuition on tuesday. lol. since the kid was like half asleep anyway and i didnt mind going school earlier.
training wasn't as bad as i thought, though i got alot of 'what happened to you? how come didn't come.' kinda questions. but they didn't have any training today, just games all the way. i declined since i just realised i was suffering from hamstring injuries on both legs ever since last tuesday's game. so i ended up just throwing discs, doing some light running, then trained my jumping for the disc with a few other restless guys.
me and yik lun headed to mac for late dinner, only to find that it closes at 930 that night, like wtf. it was already 945 when we reached there -_-'' anyways, we decided to chance it at S11 instead. and i realised that the bus i take home actually ends at 1153. hmmm. idea.
got back home with seemingly nothing to do, since my notes were with alby. but anyways i ended up falling asleep on the bed, all the way till 150pm. for some reason i was really tired, and still tired even after sleeping that long, weird..
either way, i got up late, and had lunch at home while watching the olympics. synchronised swimming looks really interesting, but it was frightening to see the chinese dominate once again. like they've been dominating in how many events already(other than swimming bernard will definitely say), anyways, it looked really interesting. left home at around 315, reached school at 4. met alby, then we went to mac to study. finally getting the mood to start but still quite blur. left around 620 to meet mum in town at lido to watch 'mad about english'
okay. the movie wasn't really a movie, it was more of a lengthy documentary about the Chinese's experiences of learning english in anticipation of the (at that point of filming) upcoming olympics. it was funny at certain points, but i just didn't find the film nice. it was certainly lacking a storyline, but since its more of a documentary i doubt there is one anyway.
went to the stationary section at level 4, was looking around for a notebook when i re-remembered the idea to make my own. so i bought some metal rings instead. gonna get down to doing my book soon.
so i did some work, until now. not much done, but hey, at least i 'did' 2 tutorials. lol. in a way, must quicken my pace, its only about a week more to the paper.
just realised that my hamstrings are fine already except for a slight tight feeling(hurray!)
shall go to school to do more light jogging tomorrow and studying, after teaching tuition that is. its kinda becoming like a chore, but i gotta do it.
shall turn in now, getting really 'early'. ciaos
sometimes you gotta hand it to jiaqian
'then you'll complain to me when she's not talking to you anymore'
i wonder if its good though.. *sigh*
dilemma indeed.
can i just tell you straight? haha. i've no more face to lose anyway.
I Penned My Thoughts @ 4:08 AM |
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
mistakes of the past, burdens in future.
hmmm about time i updated again. been alot of things happening as usual. but yea. i guess its time to update at least.
well i just missed the frigging deadline for the standard chartered run early bird special -_- now gotta pay another 10bucks. grrrrr. still going in anycase. just wondering whether i can survive it alone.
quite a daunting route, from esplanade to ECP, back to esplanade and then city hall. quite a scenic route though, i'll be passing by the esplanade, singapore flyer, suntec city, golden mile complex(like dunno where the heck that is but its a landmark on the map), then to more ulu ulu areas like kallang. then will head to ECP, like the whole frigging length of it, and back again all the way, passing by the merlion and fullerton hotel, before heading to city hall, ending at the st andrew's cathedral.
here's how the route looks like.
so anyways. i guess i'll go for it. alone even. its easier to run when you're alone i guess. i guess. haha.
saturday has been a day of ups and downs.
down because i couldnt go to the friendly no thanks to my mum
ups because NDP 08 ROCKED MY SOCKS OFF.
HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY.
down again because the consequences of my actions hit me. and i got banned from playing the next 3 friendlies to boot. 3 FRIENDLIES. argh !@#$%^. thats 3 months without competitive outside matches. goddamn. guess i'll have to settle for pick ups outside in the mean time to get more experience.
sunday went to watch money not enough 2. indeed i was sceptical at first, a jack neo production. local films have hardly ever been good, or have they? in anycase, i went to watch, and it sure surpassed my expectations. from tears to laughter to tears again, the movie was indeed very good, it has been very long since i've laughed till that extent. maybe listening to hokkien helps. in anycase, its quite a must watch movie.
rotted at home today, got addicted to naruto again, gotta stop that soon. wanted to study in school but since i woke at 1250(or was it 150), i decided it was pointless. so i stayed at home. the only meaningful thing i did today was go walking around my area with my dog. i discovered that the nearby park was quite conducive for studying, shall try that out during the day soon.
was supposed to watch movie/study in a cafe, but both ideas weren't carried out because miss seah couldn't make it. lol. either way, i made it through the night.
going to school for revision class later at 9am. and i'm still awake at 2am. zzz. tomorrow shall pay 110% attention. lol. will need the revision. teaching tuition at 4, then training afterwards.
for the first time in 3months, i'm not looking forward to training. but not going will only show what a loser i am, so of course i'll go. shall look to further improve my fitness.
okay. shall go to sleep now. i've reg-ed for the run already. muahahaha. looks like i gotta start going ECP for jogs already. ciaos people (:
*note* i just realised 7th december is my mum's birthday. told her i'll wish her happy birthday before i go out. LOLs. yea. random.
I Penned My Thoughts @ 1:54 AM |
Saturday, August 9, 2008
okay. just a short one, because i'm lazy to explain much that has happened the last few days. anyways.
I GOT ONTO THE TEAM FOR THE FRIENDLY AGAINST ACJC! YAY.
but of course, he didnt mention some of us scrapped through in terms of making it into the team. and i suspect i'm one of them. *sigh* anyways. i made it. prolly because they made 2 teams instead of one.
*extracted from the ulti blog*
Team Right
1) LB
2) Daryl
3) Edwin
4) TY
5) Bryan
6) Djamal
7) Eliseus
8) Eli
9) John
10) Xiao Lun
11) Dorries
12) Janice
13) Josephine
14) Tania
15) Yiling
okay. due to some serious lack of creativity the team was called 'team right' but in anycase i made it in, hahahah.
hopefully tomorrow will be fine. i keep getting serious confidence drops whenever i screw up big time. hopefully tomorrow i won't mess up once like today at training.
'throw that kinda throw tomorrow and i'll bench you okay eli'
argh. lol. sian..
having problems going for the friendly no thanks to my fcuking mother. who is adamant that we have to get to ndp together on time. shall think of a way to make it to the game AND to ndp. on time and in one piece. lol.
getting abit jumpy now. the game being tomorrow. hope everything goes fine..
'nyp hasn't lost a single match, even friendly, ever since the Opens finals in 2006. but its okay if you give your all, i don't mind losing 15-0 if you all play with all you got'
some way of motivating us -_-'' hope everything will be fine, tomorrow shall pull every trick out of the book. g'night, shall go rest. maybe breakfast with someone tomorrow. hmmm..
ciaos.
sometimes i wonder if i should just tell you.
rather than keep it all inside.
no bernard this isn't what you think, so keep quiet -_-
I Penned My Thoughts @ 2:37 AM |
Friday, August 8, 2008
the future beckons... yet the past lingers... why?these. are questions without answers.i hope not for a repititon of ugly things that have passed.yet. i can't get rid of that feeling. special? to others you may be mundane.to me.you're the best i've ever known,yet cannot have.
I Penned My Thoughts @ 3:29 AM |
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
earlier on at night at the pitch..'.... eli, 5 negative, one super negative, 5 positive, 2 score.'
okay. i decided to turn up for training afterall. rushed down after tuition, which i really should change to another day, and got stuck on the bus for 50minutes again. reached there in the midst of their game, at nearly 730pm, resulting in me running 5rounds(compared to their 3 rounds) as punishment. after running, which is when i started to feel really unfit allofasudden, i stretched and wee kuan told me to get over to edwin to put me in the next line. well edwin already had a line in mind, so they went off first, prompting TC to ask me to tell him to let me play soon. lol.
chit chatted with alex(who seemed to know i have CT tomorrow like wtf. lol) and dorries, and threw disc with yinci as well. chatted with LB, and he was smirking all the way, at the fact that i eventually came down for training anyway even though i complained so much.
after awhile, which seemed like a really long while, it was my turn to get up. lol, i had some unexpected attention from TC and Daryl, TC was like 'go out there are work hard!' and Daryl was like 'go show us your fire!', like right... -_-''
the game gone on.. pretty well.. i think.. other than the fact that maybe i should've handled instead. hard to explain the entire game, but i screwed up a few times, missing easy catches for god knows why, and buanged a supposedly low release throw to Janice, which i threw too early, and it collided with her feet, like wtf. in anycase, i scored a really easy point, and the last point lasted really long.
the last point took so frigging long i could feel my legs becoming unresponsive. i was breathing so hard i swear i would've hyperventilated if i kept on going, it felt like i would've fainted on the spot anytime if i kept on running. well both sides were getting really exhausted, and eventually my chance came when the opposing handler buanged his throw near the line, i ran up, Pearleen threw a easy throw. and TADAH. we won the match. but, for some fucking reason, i spiked the disc on the ground.
YES. i SPIKED THE FUCKING DISC ON THE GROUND. like wtf was i thinking. i could've swore everyone was staring at me when i did that. spiking the disc is a show of disrespect to the opposition, and i sure as hell didn't mean that. oh well.. somehow feel very guilty i did that. though i have no idea why i did that. in anycase, we won.
and yea, they came out with a grading for all of us. and 5 negatives with 1 super negative was really bad.. though the 5 positives and 2 scores were quite encouraging. but that last point only highlighted to me the fact that i'm not as fit as i think i am. more training still is required.
i feel like i'm stagnating now in terms of fitness. but i don't know how to improve. maybe i'll worry about that after settling my comm skills tomorrow.
in anycase, i had some encouraging words from TC afterwards, but i still feel that i can do better. didn't know what the fuck was i doing, missing easy throws, and spiking that disc at the end. zzz..
okay. time to write down notes for commskills. its easy, too easy, suspiciously so. i think i shall read up more just in case..
ciaos people.
i don't sweet talk just anybody.it comes from the heart (:
I Penned My Thoughts @ 1:07 AM |
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Contemplations.okay, after reading xiaolun's blog. felt like writing this entry.
(for more info, you might wanna go read xiaolun's blog before this entry.)
anyways. a little more about DiscIn'08.
after a extremely hectic tuesday, in which i travelled back and forth school like, 4times. one when i'm going to school, one when i'm going back towards my home to teach tuition, another time when i went school again for training, and another time when coming home. seriously didn't know what i was thinking that day. should've skipped training. anyways..
had a disasterous wmcomm test. but i think half the class or more failed it anyway. lol. we were seriously unprepared. it was a good wake up call though, and a gauge of how much i actually know..(which is close to less than half, even relying on my less than reliable photographic memory..) in anycase, test ended, we all went off happily. lol. slacked at RF sim lab for 2hrs, then went for my favourite Mr Tan's tutorial. stayed back about half an hour after that listening to Mr Tan talk about students these days.. very enlightening. i shall endeavour to work harder.
as a sudden thought.. i wonder why i respect people like these who have wise things to say. maybe its because of a lack of a fatherly figure since young. or maybe i just think what they say make so much sense. in anycase, i really respect someone like him, who puts in so much effort to help his students. why didn't he teach us during year1. haiz.
i then rushed to south canteen, supposedly to find joey, who was supposedly there, who ended up not being there -_- i did catch SEG siao kia sing national songs on stage though, not a wasted trip. lol
went to mac afterwards, to find joey and fred. had a rushed lunch(which on hindsight i didnt really need to, given that the rest of the teams came really late -_-), and went to stadium to report. *fast forward* had briefings, the threw disc around to get them warmed up. then once my whole team arrived, which consisted of YY, Ramzi, Joey, Betrand, Fred and me. we warmed up and waited for the thing to start. once it was our turn, we went out to the pitch, and took a group pic!
we beat the first team, though i would say luckily. with a score of 2-1. should've realised something was wrong when we couldn't beat a team without any Ultimate junior at all easily.
but i couldnt see the warning signs. zzz..
the next team we played against ended up being a walkover since they didn't arrive. we had a mini game within our team. and we lost 5-0 to the other 3 -_-
played in our last game against a team(i cant remember the name), i thought we could sit back and relax, but they ended up going 2-0 up very quickly. we clawed one back, before i decided i'd get into the fray. everything then passed by in a blur, think i was playing a little TOO fierce. jumping for the disc and knocking into people and screaming all at the same time.. we ended up losing 3-2, my senior called for the game to end seeing that the last point was taking too long. most likely due to my crazy defending, i think i stalled their scoring run for 4minutes in a row. must've scared them. lol.
my senior, Yin Ci, pulled me aside after the game and kinda told me that don't expect too much from them because they're not intending to play competitive like i am. i realise that too, but i guess my anger just came out during the game. haven't felt that in a long time... but it was a good thing i guess. just felt kinda apologetic that i shouted at my team members. i wasn't playing very well too, on hindsight. dunno wtf throws was i throwing that day. michael gave me a pat on the back and said i tried my best, guess i felt a little better.
so they left, eventually, after that. and i was hanging around till training started. eventually it did, and we had only an hour to play games. i think i actually performed better in that game that i did in the past few weeks. made few mistakes, even if i did, i corrected them quick. i went for the disc too. not bad.. but still, need to keep improving.
okay. time to talk about today.
well i'm SUPPOSED to be revising for commskills. but a little blog hoppping wouldn't hurt. so i
went over to xiaolun's blog, and it seems like he's been going through alot lately.
i guess i could relate, in terms of studies, to him. i know how that feeling is, slacking, not caring. and unfortunately i found out too late, in year3. luckily for him, he realised it quick.
for the girlfriend thing.. haha.. he just needs to have more faith in himself. i realised a long time ago that you didn't have to give a damn about what others think, so long as that person loves you.
lastly. that attention thing. guess he's being too harsh on himself. xiaolun always came across to me as one of those popular kinda guys. y'know, those kinda good looking, or smooth talkers, or just plain funny kinda fellas. they're just naturally likethat. and i've been striving to become like that. but somehow i can onli LIKE THAT admire them. hahaha. *okay was being lame* anyways. i feel that he's a really good player, and he's popular within the team anyways. more than me i suspect, then again, i don't bother. hahaha. i could be like an idiot like djamal or eliseus, but thats so attention seeking, not my style. flirting with girls needlessly seems... needless, for the lack of a better word, for me too. don't know. i'm weird, and i'm proud of it. LOL -x
so yea. i guess we all go through those stages in life, i got through them later than most. but i'm
thankful for having a family which can financially give me a second chance, lol. (don't ask me if you don't understand this part. haha)
anyways, i jus FCUKING FOUND OUT THAT THEY'LL HOLD THE SELECTION TOMORROW LA KNN! cb sia.
i was intending to skip training tomorrow since commskills CT was on wed. didn't wanna take a risk. the moment i entered the nypultimate blog i was sianded already.
*extracted from the blog*
'Take note that tomorrow will be used for a mini competition and selections for some events that NYP Ultimate will be competing in. So while you have fun tomorrow, do step up the intensity and do your best.'
like thats fine and all, OTHER THAN THE FACT I'M NOT GOING TRAINING TOMORROW.
and to make it worse, ben posted another blog entry that CONFIRMS IT.
*extracted from there again*
'Hi all,
There will be a mini hat tourney(competition) tml, Tuesday 05/08/2008. It will be watched by the grads and myself. This will be used as a platform for selection for the ACJC scrimmage which will be on this Saturday, 09/08/2008, 1430hrs.
For those that will not be able to attend tml, pls at least show up on Wed training. Your chances may be lesser but if you really got it, you will still catch our eyes!Be ready to play hard and show us what you have. Fight for your place in the team!
Cheers,Benjamin Ho'
LIKE WTF CAN. I ALSO WANNA PLAY IN THE FRIENDLY LA CB. GRRRR.. like can't you hold the selection on wed or something? geez. thats so sudden can. i work my ass off last week, the week before, and the one before that. FOR WHAT? diu. i won't give up working hard, but that seriously sucks la come on. LB told me to just go training tomorrow, don't think its a good idea.. FUCK LA.. ACJC friendly leh.. knn...
shall go do some commskills now. fcuking dulan. seriously unfair lor. cannot take it.
ciaos people
shall finish off with our group photo at the kallang stadium, after working at the brazil v singapore match last monday.
I Penned My Thoughts @ 12:08 AM |
Sunday, August 3, 2008
short one
sometimes when you get to my stage in life its hard to actively 'want' to make more friends.
is it just me or does this happen to people like me, i wonder.
i sometimes find myself quite detached from my frisbee team people, those year1's. somehow cant quite click with them. rather i find the seniors easier to talk to. maybe its just me.. hmm..
getting kinda lazy to go find out more about new people. might not be a good sign. lol.
went over to doug's blog and saw pics of him and the seniors again, i wonder if its only me or does this happen to most people, but i do get a lil irritated and maybe even jealous slightly when he's so close to them. might just be me, but it aint the first day this is happening. well. don't care is the best i think.
had a talk with xiaoying on msn today, she'll officially be the 'bugger-who-keeps-reminding-you-that-you-need-to-revise-for-exams' that'll bug me to study till the end of exams. sounds bad. hahaha.
looking to save enough for my first oakley glasses. fine i may be a athlete in training but who cares. if i buy someone's bound to call me rich kid or tell me its needless, if i don't buy.. they still call me rich kid for something else, and tell me something else is pointless. so bottom line is prolly to make myself happy will do. they're not the ones spending the money anyway. lol
anyways, its 20more days to the first paper. time to pick up the books and revision papers. its time to act like a nerd. LOL.
this time, i shall not repeat the same mistakes again.
i hope this isn't a big mistake.
I Penned My Thoughts @ 2:24 AM |
Friday, August 1, 2008
*Warning, another long naggy post*
okay. this update is like long overdue for god's sake. i've finally gotten enough energy and discipline to blog again. though i'm yawning now, tired.
alright. a list of what happened since the last post:
1) registered for an audition for Oschool Recital 2008. 17 august if i'm not wrong. looking forward!
2) had climb-run on saturday with miss seah, we did fine i guess, she managed to go around the school without stopping alot. VERY NIIIIICE. (:
3) went sentosa after climb-run to teach them frisbee. not bad progress. had dinner at carl's jr at vivo after.
4)woke up late for Mizuno Wave Run on sunday. chionged cab down, didnt start the race with everyone else. but kel, kishan and thew accompanied me. we started off together. and i took 56mins to finish. slow... went to watch red cliff afterwards after waiting almost 4-5hours and being extremely exhausted -_-
5) monday, went to kallang stadium to work as an usher during the sg v brazil match. waste of time. didnt earn much and match wasn't worth my time watching. even had to take uber late bus to holland then cab home. zzz..
6) tuesday, hectic day. after 3hours in class. went to eat lunch before training betrand how to throw disc. then rushed off home to change. then ran out for tuition at holland, had to cab there because i didn't know where the hell it was. then after that took bus back to school, arriving at training 1.5hrs late. then left sch only at 10plus, after being scolded during training because the whole buncha people were talking and not being serious as usual. reached home and got extremely groggy. fell asleep on the bed, when i'm supposed to study for tomorrow's test -_-
7) wednesday, totallly screwed up WMCOMM test. so did half the class and more. lol. after the short day in school, had short lunch with fred and joey before reporting at the field. shall miss out the details here, too many details. unfortunately we lost despite our best efforts. its okay. Disc Newbies RULE! had training after the competition, performed well by my own standards, shall be looking to maintain this.
8) today. nothing much happened, just a standard school day. happy to get a day without anything after school. took the chance to bring my dog for a walk. and go the to supermarket, which i haven been to in ages. bought some stuff i liked. and chatted the night away.
okay. sorry i gotta provide summary form first. because its 210am now. lol. gotta do my telecomm. busy busy. shall update tomorrow. more details on Disc In! 08 coming up... soon.
slowly but surely.
are you receiprocating? i sure hope you are.
but yet, at the same time. my past haunts me.
best sms of the night. LOL.
'why you sleep so early? don't you have to dream of me?'
i replied.
*edited, lol.*
okay. i have no idea why i posted this. but i'm really tired. LOL.
ciaos people.
I Penned My Thoughts @ 1:08 AM |
